But I'm afraid and much too weak.

I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought, I'm all sorts of lost in a state of confusion.
Do you really know that its me your losing.
I've tried to many times to make you love me but all you do is lock me away and I forget I'm free.
The truth is I loved you too much but you never loved me.
I was a fool to trust. I give up on this stupid game cause listening to you is really so lame.