Desperate!

Hi readers.

Just read Jane's blog for almost 2 hours. So impressed with her awesome english and such a pretty girl she is.

I hope someday I can be that skinny, too.

Sigh, this a few days not really in a good mood because of transfer school thingy.

Even when I was in shopping just now also in black face mode on, FML.

But someone made my day, thanks a lot.

Actually I just phone-ed with him just now, full of happiness. (:

Here's the 1/6 part of conversation ...

" Hey, bring me to anywhere. " I said.

" Aiyar, go sleep now and I will bring you to anywhere! "

" Walao, where you gonna bring me go while I was in sleeping mode? "

* both of us start laughing like shit *

Maybe it's not really funny but ... I was really happy

Seriously no ones really can made my day because I started worrying about my future. So, I'm appreciate enough! Ilikeyou

 What's my future? This question keep on appearing on my mind and I will get vexing over this and the end is I get frustrated.

What will happen if I can't transfer to SDJ?

Stay in TDS?

The answer is, stay in TDS, finish my dearie STPM there.

Since I was interested in make up thingy, my mummie ask me to do some things that related to make up but I must get a OK result in STPM.

Some of my friends doubted. They don't really know why I don't want just go study some things like make up or maybe take a course.

Dear friends, take course needs $ and I don't want waste money because I don't know what I really want for now and also my future.

So why don't I just finish my dearie STPM and after that I will earn some money then only take some course?

And second, if I failed in make up course, I still got a sijil STPM and I can work at other places or maybe some office works.

That's my thoughts, for now.

so, stop asking me to take make up course/ask me don't waste my time

Tomorrow will be alone in school, totally fml.

Kinda weird. When I was talking to him through phone, my voice will become like ... uhm soft? Yeah soft, soft to the max! Hahahah ya I want to melt him up! :P

And b*tch I am who I am, I don't simply act cute, f*ck off!

Sorry for vulgarities. 

Gonna sleep now, tomorrow start schooling life + exhausted

I believe he will bring me there, someday.

1227AM, missyourvoicebadly.

Tata.